A River

 

a river

once ran

 

through

my girlhood

 

bearing boats

and fish

 

and laughing

broods

 

of naked

children

 

browned by

365 suns

 

solar days

of innocence

 

unsullied

as its water.

 

today

the river

 

has met

the ocean

 

its pure white

foam

 

bears

treasures

 

of lost

islands

 

fruit of

the womb

 

and shoals

of kinship.

 

the river

is now ocean

 

the ocean

is sky

 

the sky

is my skin

 

a nimbus

of light

 

***

 

Samarkhand

 

sun-kissed

minarets

 

swathed

in gold

 

bazaars

fragrant

 

with

braided bread

 

tumescent

cherries

 

and

watermelon

 

your calm

belies

 

the ravages

of time

 

inscribed

on your streets

 

so ancient

they smell

 

of

Timur-i-leng

 

and his

marauding men.

 

Samarkhand

city of shadows

 

garden of soul

locked in slumber

 

sleep gentle

in your repose

 

***

 

 

                     I Held the Last Light

 

I held the last light of dusk in my fist so tight to not let it go but it ran out like a river from the gaps in my fingers so frail they could not hold back the deluge of luminosity that filled me with its shimmer and the light it washed over my table my books my teacup my weathered keyboard my being and swept it all into a solarium of contentment–even as the black sky leaned heavy on the window pane.

 

***

 

Like a River of Ink

 

Like a river of ink your words stain the insides of my existence with beauty and knowing of the infinite journey of a universe where all the suns, the moons, the stars and constellations parade to the drumbeats of each pulse beating at the centre of my heart like dew dropping on a leaf of time.

 

***

 

Ripping Night

 

i ripped open

the night

 

to reveal

its dark secrets

 

and found

day slouching

 

in a corner

 

i found

strangers

 

entwined

in webs

 

of stories

untold

 

found white

 

graffiti

on black walls

 

singing

possible dreams

 

and soldiers

burning guns

 

into ashes of love

 

found ash

becoming clay

 

that became

a crucible

 

for tears

of desolation

 

found day

 

crucified

and night

 

opening

its doors

 

to the winds

of love

 

***

 

Mother

 

her lotus eyes

held secrets

 

only

she knew

 

her smile

radiant

 

held legends

of childhood

 

stealing guavas

in the afternoon

 

dipped in salt

shared with

 

a muslim

friend

 

forbidden

in 1942

 

a child bride

she grew

 

into a

child woman

 

a child

mother

 

a child

grandmother

 

only she

knew

 

that salt

and friendship

 

would seal

her life

 

with

iridescence

 

***

   

                    

Pigeons

a scribble

of pigeons

 

in the white

parchment

 

of sky

flew querulously

 

intolerant

of an

 

unscheduled

rain

 

the trees sapient

in years

 

sang melodies

of wisdom

 

as earth

and water

 

met once again

 

 

   

Brooding Dust


brooding dust
on wet grass

 

writes a poem

 

to be blown away

by a vagabond

wind

 

 

***

 

So Easy

 

it was so easy

       sliding through

 

the Emergency Exit Only

       out of DL 106

 

over Budapest

       into heaven

 

 

***

 

The Rain Tree

 

the verandah

holds a rain tree.

small, its roots

tethered to a clay bowl

permit capricious

green fingers

to map its course

in neat layers

of branches clothed in

lucent leaves

kissed by the sun.

 

it might have

inhabited a forest

or a country courtyard

or offered shade

to the weary

on a village trail.

but here it is

in my verandah

nurtured everyday

with sun and water

and music from

a home stereo.

 

sometimes it sings

green songs

that echo in the

sun-baked room

and every day

its jewel leaves

make ciphers on

the ebony floor

 

i am here, it says

to drink your words

and breathe the
fiction of your life